It’s unfortunate to always be the one to have feelings for people who don’t love you—who don’t see you as someone worthy of their love.
But sometimes a person could get so lucky and have the one s/he loves choose to love her/him too.
She spends hours in bookstores and coffee shops trying to make sense of who she is and where she is. She spends hours looking for and reading stories that would tell her she’s not alone. Sometimes the dreamer in her would love to get lost––to leave the world she’s in.. even just for awhile.
Do I hold my breath and pray for rest? Do I step out and expect you to be there when I arrive? Do I scream into the night hoping that you should respond?
Do I continue on? Making my way to a new place, a place where my rest shall be real, and my company pleasant. Where my shouts shall be heard, and my heart shall be restored.
Shall I leave? Because I’ve been waiting, and it’s tearing me apart.T.B. LaBerge // Unwritten Letters to You (via tblaberge)
Maybe there’s something you’re afraid to say, or someone you’re afraid to love, or somewhere you’re afraid to go. It’s gonna hurt. It’s gonna hurt because it matters.John Green
She wants to do a lot of things—she has big dreams:
She wants to write—poems, essays, or maybe even start a novel;
She wants to style other people’s wardrobes;
She wants to style window displays;
She wants to travel.
She thinks she has to be away for awhile: think things through.
It’s a little self-destructing—what she’s doing and where she’s at now.
She needs to be away from people that she cares about deeply.
Frustrations are bottling up.
It won’t be for long ‘till she blame everything and everyone she holds dear in her heart.
She has issues with herself and it’s at times like this she mistakes them as her issues with other people.
She has to go out there and leave familiarity.. even just for awhile.
Decisions should be made because doing nothing waiting for something to happen is actually rotting every drive and passion this girl has.
Things are not gonna happen if she’s not gonna make them happen.
She has to learn how to swim against the current before she sinks, right?